APPREHENSION
I woke up too early and couldn’t fall back asleep. I dreamt I was falling down a long tunnel. It was a tunnel made of lacerated people of different races and sexes and such, but they all had my face. They laughed at me. As I fell, I recall a flesh-colored spider chasing me down, waiting for me to hit the bottom and eat me. This was evidently some trap it devised, this spider requiring as much psychological suffering for nourishment as flesh and fluids. When I hit the bottom, impaled on hairy spikes made of legs the spider had shed like a snake sheds his skin, the spider started to eat me. I screamed and kicked, but it didn’t help. I could feel teeth sinking into me, moving upwards, swallowing me. I’d set up my room to be the most comfortable thing for something like me. Dark, because the sunlight stabs my eyes and gives me a splitting, screeching headache like tearing metal in my mind. By the end of the day I feel like the sun is eating me alive like a million cockroaches. ...